ok so ash recommended this anime called NANA like 3 months ago and i just finished all 47 episodes and i am NOT ok. i am the opposite of ok. i am lying on my floor surrounded by tissues.
nana and hachi's relationship is literally the most beautiful and devastating thing i have ever witnessed. the way nana loves hachi so much but cant say it the right way?? the way they keep almost reaching each other but something always pulls them apart?? WHO AUTHORIZED THIS.
i drew like 6 pieces of nana fanart while watching. ill post them soon. theres one of nana O playing guitar in the rain that i think is the best thing ive ever drawn.
also haibane renmei?? ash made me watch that too and now i understand what it feels like to have an anime reach inside your chest and rearrange your organs. the whole thing about being broken and finding peace and the walls and... yeah.
R texted me during episode 36 and i was literally crying and she asked "whats wrong" and i said "anime" and she said "ur such a nerd lol" and then "but a cute nerd" and i have been thinking about those 4 words for approximately 11 hours straight.
a cute nerd. she said cute. about me. im going to draw this feeling.