R is dating tyler davis.
i found out on myspace. she changed her status to "in a relationship" and there was a photo of them at the movies and she was wearing the bracelet i made her and he had his arm around her and she looked happy.
she looked really happy.
jess called me 6 times. i didnt answer. lissa sent me a message on here that said "im here." mikey left a voicemail playing a sad song on his bass.
i looked at this site tonight. every page. every drawing. every diary entry. every song on the playlist. every pixel i placed. three years of loving someone poured into html.
the vampire queen drawing. the werewolf under the moon. nana and hachi. needy and jennifer. every single one is her.
i think this is the most honest thing ive ever built. and nobody who was supposed to see it ever will.
the creepypasta about the girl who haunts websites. maybe thats not so funny anymore.
im going to leave this site up. maybe someday someone will find it and read all of this and understand what it felt like. to love someone so much you build them a whole world and they never walk through the door.
if ur reading this, whoever u are, thank u for being here.
its more than she ever did.